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♥ Friday, May 16, 2008

dar.
i thot i understand u very very well le
as we have been frens fer 2 yrs.
have been officially tgt for 6 mths plus.
but. todae.
i realised.
i dun understand u.
even u reali angry i oso din noe.
i dunno wad type of things i can joke abt which u wun be angry.
i dunno when u r playin wif me and when u r serious.
i dunno quite a lot of things.
u said u dun lk to say things to me.
im so sad. =[
u said u tell me secret because im ur gf.
but dats not wad i wan.
i feel that cos of the status thats y u have to tell me.
make me think that u seem to have no choice.
ARGH!
i dunno.
i hate myself.
cos i dunno how to express myself.
dunno how to explain to u how sad i m.
i can only cry.
i can only giv u a face.
cos i reali dunnno how to bring my message across to u.
when u ask me questions, i wish to answer u too.
but u noe i dun lk to explain things.
i dun lk.
before i can even speak, my tears will roll down.
and i reali dun wish to cry anymore.
have been so weak.
im not lk this in the past.
i used to be an independent girl.
now. i guess. im relyin on u too much.
dar. u keep sayin that i dun love u le.
but u jus dunno how important u r to me,
u jus dunno that my heart has been conquered by u fully and permanently,
u jus dunno that everytime u r close to me, i feel my heartbeat beating faster than normal,
u jus dunno how happy i am whenever i am with u,
u jus dunno how comfortable i am with u,
u jus dunno how my mood tallies with urs,
u jus dunno that i thot ur love for me is a gift from god,
u jus dunno how much i wan to treasure this gift,
u jus dunno how much i love u so,
my darling.

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